Restless tonight....

.... I can "thank" a person for having made me become as I am now. obviously I'm being sarcastic and there's nothing to say thank for to this certain person. Just came up to my mind, while I'm sitting here on my own, listening to emotional music.........
really sick of being this way.

UNHCR - World Refugees Day

June 20th - World Refugees Day

..so yesterday it was an important day for all the refugees spread all over the poorest places on Earth. Since I'm interested in this thing, I knew that on my own but I really REALLY got struck by the fact that no one in Italy knew about that....anyhow, this is the shame around the UN agencies such as UNHCR in this case. But for who might be interested in that, here's the link of the agency where you can find loads of videos for yesterday celebration and much other information about refugees situations all over the World...
http://www.unhcr.org/cgi-bin/texis/vtx/WRD

Torn LOL

Skin

In the corner of your eye
I can see into your mind
A shadow beneath your smile
Something hidden deep inside
Silently you wait for someone to see you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left the lies like scars underneath your skin
The one your hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in

And you gaze up at the sky
As the clouds are passing by
And you wonder for a while
What it would be like to die
Silently you wish for someone to save you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left their lies like scars underneath your skin
The one you're hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in

But you want to be alive
As the self-loathing subsides
And you will not be denied
So you push their lies aside
Violently you burn for someone to feel you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left their lies like scars underneath your skin
The one your hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in


Thanks to a new friend of mine who introduced me to this song (which I've become a little addicted to...eheheh)
it really DOES fit my life right now, umpf